and i am still completely INFATUATED with adam lazzara.

tonight made me feel like i was 12 years old again.
and in love with him.

its funny.
i always remember this.
he was the FIRST boy i told my mom i legit loved.
and she laughed at me.


i was 12.

seeing taking back sunday tonight made me realize how much i love this band.

its been 6 years.
and i swear to you.
my love for this band.
and for that man
is undying.


not to mention how phenomenal underoath was (even though their pit was GNARLY), but me and kara could not STAND to watch them from the side. so we grew some balls and conquered that underoath pit like youve never seen.

god i love and missed those boys.

and armor, was amazing as usual.

god i can not get over tbs. im telling you. my love will never ever falter for that band.
i would not love the music i love today, if not for them.


wow. thats all you can say after a night like tonight. wow.
i am truly content.

i am quasi regretting not going to the academy is.... video shoot.



damnit.

i should have just gone.


my stupid pride had to get in the way.
maybe its good i didnt?

i have a feeling i woul dhave bitch slapped all of them if i saw them.


but regret.
is the worst.

am i a hypocryte for saying dont regret anything?
but here i am just wondering what would have happened?


damn you inner conflict

sooo my itunes is a bitch.

and just erased all my midtown shit.


so does ANYONE have FWYK or save the world...... or living well.....


i will forever and always love you.

sn: chelocean0823

ps. who else is so over this cobra drama?

i want....someone who will:

...watch an entire season of the oc with me. and make fun of me for it.
go to a show over dinner and a movie......everytime...
...point and laugh when i trip.
sing me one of the following: "she paints me blue", "my beautiful rescue", "i'm doing everything", "thunder"...
...convince me to skip class to hang out, then guilt trip me about it.
prank call me....
...visit me at work.
get a tattoo with me...
...be spontaneous and random with me.
tickle me until i cry of laughter...
...jokingly flip me off.



i could go on.
for hours.
and hours.


but for now.
im content.
weird huh?

fucking santi is coming.

its about time there was a cd named after that tool.

bye bye chop chop

dear cleveland.



i hate you.


love chelsea.


hopefully i will really get this lj thing rolling within the next week

bush you are a fucking idiot.

21000 more troops?

i have an idea.
how about take your ass over to iraq.
and start fighting this war.


sound good?

someone get me to fob tonight.


because i have no ticket.


kthx